I've been thinking a lot lately. Why did this happen? What's the REAL story? How could she do that to her own friend(s)? What were they thinking when they did that? What made them do that? Why do people treat her like that? What makes her think it's okay to treat people like that? Those, and oh, the what ifs as well. What if she didn't do what people thought she did? What if there's someone behind all this mess? And most importantly, what if I were one of them, which side will I choose, and why? Will a be able to make things better? To make peace instead of fight? To save the drama and act more mature?
But being an outsider, I can't help much. You don't go to someone you barely talk to and spill some tips and advice on how to handle this and that, no? So let's just say that I'm no good either in this case. Damn it I wish I could be more of help to them, to her, to everyone. (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )
Eh tapi aku takde la sampai tak boleh makan tak boleh tidur bagai fikir pasal my uselessness when it comes to helping people ke. No no. Tak boleh tolong dah la, buat apa serabu-serabut. Ignorant nye. W H A T E V E R. Hewhewhew. Oh btw, been fasting for 3 consecutive days. Not that hard pun puasa time summer. Breaking the fast at 8 pm? Not a problem, alhamdulillah & insyaAllah. :)
