eh it's been a month or so kan. sorry i've been busy with school and stuff. well. my sbe has ended yesterday. school based experience. you know, after almost 5 years in this path, i can't help to think that i've made the right decision, for once (haa.) because i don't know.... i'm not THAT good in this, but for once in my life i thought 'hey i like doing this'. and bonus, i can get money out of it. i mean i like reading books, watching movies/series, listening to songs too but damn son I gain nothing significant out of it -apart from knowledge, vocab blah blah.
so. what i'm saying is.. i like what i'm doing now. i like the path that i (and my parents) have chosen 5 years ago. and uh, ultimately, i love kids so yeah.. i'm sure it will be a bumpy ride. i'm sure i will get bored at times (knowing myself too well ha ha). i'm sure i'll get tired one day. but really. as long as i enjoy whatever i'm doing (and i get money hahaha seriously i am moneylistic- the perk of being an adult, sorry not sorry).
because well at some point in your life you'll start thinking 'what am i gonna do in the future, if not for the rest of my life?' or 'what am i good at actually, seriously?' or 'what talent do i have, if i do have any?'... and i kinda have the answer now? i don't wanna be and sound so sure haha because i never am certain of anything i do nor am i that decisive. so erm again.... whatever pings my pong yeah?
wey by the way lagu fall out boy yang baru best gila i don't care if they suck live (not now) because i'm so excited that they're back from their 'hiatus'. wuaaargh!!
