#107

So after weeeeks keeping the pain to myself and wondering what on earth was going on, today I went to see the doctor, and it's De Quervain's Tenosynovitis (do yourself a favour and google that term yourself, tq :p). Guess what, the doctor's had that and things got worse, so she then had a surgery to fix 'it'. Holy cow. So yeah. Never underestimate the pain your body's going through. This might seem like a little 'terseliuh' accident but it can be a lot worse than that. Consult your doctor, don't procrastinate. Pesanan khidmat masyarakat dpd O'shea Montegamy.

Ok fine. It's not that bad. Tengok gambar atas tu. Simple je tu, kannn? Ibu ayah sissy and pretty much everyone can calm down. Hihi saja je drama. I'm oooookay! Taaa

#101 Of cheeky little monkeys

sho shad  sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad sho shad!

Miss Sue will definitely miss Room 21 :) 

#100 Hundredth post wohoo!

In case you don't know.. My flatmates are on a vomiting spree. No, seriously. M started it and she's been throwing up since Saturday, and things got a little out of control on Monday night so we went to the hospital that night. Long story short, the next day, H started vomiting as well, followed by F. We first thought that M has got some serious gastric problem. Or heartburn, as the doctor told her. But erh, I'm pretty certain that gastric isn't contagious. So... That leaves us to the food that my flatmates ate. And we ate exactly the same thing. So.... Am I the next target for this vomiting spree? So scary, it's like being told 'You'll get H1N1 one day, but we're not really sure when, so just be prepared'

What the hell.

P/s: I loathe the word 'puke' so yeah.

#97 Hi Sue, I'm Zac. I'm 3. Bye Sue.

Another short update. Yesterday I started working for Miriam & her family (Zac & Leo...) Zac is superrrrrrrrrrrrr adorable. I can't wait for next week! Ahhh been a while since I last enjoyed working. *cries* well minus the part where I get to spend my money on anything I like of course mueheheheh.

That's all.

#95 Anjing punya anjing

So I was attacked by a bitch today. Like a REAL bitch. What the hell, right? I was walking from the bus stop to my workplace, as carefree and happy as a girl could be. Then I saw from distant, a woman talking on the phone, walking towards me with her black psychotic and possibly mad dog. And I thought ah well, it's just another dog, act cool and she won't disturb you. I walked, and walked, and walked, and walked, and those two creatures were just next to me when suddenly 'WOOOOOOOOOOFFF!' That bitch just attacked me; with her legs on my chest. I managed to yell for help (of course) as the owner was too busy talking on the phone (SCREW HER!!!), but I couldn't move an inch or I'll probably get hit by a car. Talk about the choices you have in life... Anyway I looked at the owner's face, and she simply looked at her bitch with the 'What the hell?!! You can't do that!!' face, as if that bitch can understand that. Very funny. I smirked and left them both. I know I should hv at least stayed so that she can say she's sorry and all but man, that woman can't be separated from her phone. Bodoh gila. If I were her, the moment my dog attacked a stranger I met on the road I would stop whatever I'm doing and immediately say I'm sorry. Memang aku nak mencarut sebakul kat that whore. Haaaa ambik. And that's why I left them. 

Never in my life have I been so shocked. Terus aku menjerit 'Screw everyone!!!!' dalam hati. Ha ha ha terus aku emo sepanjang perjalanan nak pg kerja tu. Marah sikit, lepas tu nangis lebih sbb aku terkejut gila babi punya terkejut. No sebenarnya aku tak tau kenapa aku nangis hahahahaha bukan berdarah ke apa pun. But still......... Fine drama je lebih.

Lepas ni kalau ada terserempak dgn mana2 anjing biadap mcm tu, I'll definitely scream 'STAY OUT OF MY LIFE YOU MOTHER OF BITCHES!!' Pretty sure that's what I've learned from today incident.

#92 and then let it go

So today something really funny happened. Or maybe not that funny. I'm just..... genuinely surprised that I'm getting better in handling my emotion (off the line, yesss). I don't know, I thought I was the short-tempered one? The one who gets mad fast and later regrets it? Well well, look at me now, I'm an adult! Even adults don't behave as well as I do ha ha ha. But I think it only works for some people though? Like A (may be a real name......) is undeniably the most irritating person on earth and I can't do anything about it hence the ignorance (and patience). Or maybe because I'm too busy to care. Or maybe because I think she/he's not worth my time. Or maybe because I know people have flaws and being annoying is hers so why not just embrace it; it's not like I'm perfect yeah. Or maybe because that's just her 'appearance' and when I get to know her better she's not that bad. All of the above, maybe.

Taa~

#89 (2:286)

Edited : I forgot to start with a hi or salam hmmm so HELLO!!

I was (still am, but getting better) sick - fever, cough, flu since last Sunday. But yesterday was the worst of all. Twas my first day (/week) of my practicum, and I was fasting, and as afternoon approached, severe headache came along, with nausea (yay.....) I... nearly broke my fast since I was too desperate for a glass of water and panadol I FELT LIKE DYING. But I went to the toilet and cried instead. Hahahaha that's the best I could do. :( Then after performing solat and stuff I felt 30% better hmmm. Long story short I didn't break my fast, and every second until iftar was a torture I don't wanna talk about it so please don't ask. Sakit. Sangat. 

So I went to the health centre today, nothing serious though. Doc said the sun + fasting (dehydration) + the virus (flu+cough) = headache + nausea. Well.. I'm just glad it's over. Wuwuwuwuwuw. That's all. Happy fasting! Kalau TAK mampu, jangan puasa. Aku still mampu semalam, I just needed a rest, kot =)


P/s; Spent abt 50nzd at the pharmacy today. Hah! No regrets, my body deserves (& needs) that. 

#88 WTAF I spent an hour to think of a suitable title

Meanwhile today, at work......

C (the mom) : Have you kids said hi to Sue?

*silence*

C : Come on. Say hi to Sue. Don't be rude.

*more silence*

C : Say 'hi Sue!' (!!!!!)

Zane : Hi.

Shray : Hi.

I just smiled at them. I mean urrrh, I don't wanna be too friendly with them in front of their mom. God knows why but that's what I've been doing since I first started working for the family. Anywho, to my surprise... Jeng jeng jeng. 

C : Sue, say hi back to them! 

Me : Uhh, hi.

C : (laughs) She's shy, just like you guys. (more laughter......)

Me : Ha ha 

Now, you judge. Ta.

#86 As long as you lololololololololol love me love me

Dessert.

Desert.

Thank yous.

Ps : Who's to be blamed when I'm stuck with Justin Bieber's As Long As You Love Me ALL WEEK DAY LONG? Nice, just nice. Way to go, pee-doe-file. 

#70 Uppy Downy

Breaking news - aku kena buang kerja. Ok aku cerita kat sini, jgn gedik tanya depan2, nanti aku emo. :p Aku dah dalam 2 3 kali la clean this particular house. Then suddenly yesterday Tyler (real name. padan muka kau) texted me saying they've decided to do trials on some other cleaners, and asking me to drop off the house key today. Like they're indirectly saying 'Nah you're not good enough. We'll try to find someone better than you' So.. There. Aku takde la sedih meraung. It's a good thing actually. That house is a mess. And I won't have to wake up early on Tuesdays and Wednesdays anymore.

But I'm actually starting to like waking up early... Damn it habis la lepas ni aku radak je tido lambat bangun lambat ARGHHHHHH. And those cats...... :( They have two cute cats there so like ARGHHHHHH I wanna stay there to play with the cats. Damn it. And well, obviously, my pride!! Jatuh maruah kot kena buang kerja. Ego aku tercalar!!! Buahaha poyo tak. 

Tapi kan I just got my pay for yesterday's and last week's work so.. All is well.. Ahahah 

So conclusion, ada pros ada cons. And God knows better.

#65 All of my change I spent on ~you~

So.... Finished reading The Hunger Games yesterday, and it was indeed a good and enjoyable read. Now who has the movie, please, please, please, I need to watch it :( I wanna watch Peeta falling for Katniss, Katniss trying hard to survive in the game, Gale bidding goodbye to Katniss before she went to the Capitol, Prim bailing her eyes out when Katniss volunteered herself for the game, and most importantly how adorable Peeta is mwehehe #teampeeta :3 So please? Anyone? Ngaaa kinda regret not watching it when it came out in the cinemas pffft

Anyways, just got my first pay (in my bank account, not cash), o em gee what is air. :'D 

#61 This calls for a toast yeah

Feel like scribbling smthng here abt my job(s?), so here we go! Beware, post ni panjang gila.

Yesterday was my first time working with a really nice and friendly employer. Not that my previous employers weren't nice, but umm, Marie (yesterday's one) was .... the nicest one, so far. She texted me a day before I came to her house, saying that it'd be perfect if I could come before 12pm, so I could join her and her little Jodi for lunch. Was like okayy.. That's not really necessary but mmm well... Whatever. She also said that she'll pick me up at the bus station. Nawww that's really kind of her. Tak pernah plak employer aku sebelum ni jemput aku. Ada tu rumah jauh sebatu kot but she cared less about me. Ok stop syue.

So I rushed from Remuera Road to Symonds Street then took a bus to Torbay (supposedly an hour journey) just to make sure that I'll be there on time. Turned out that I was the only passenger, and I arrived there in about 30 minutes je! Then I texted Marie saying I've arrived blablabla...

Then there she was. She's.... typical local people at first, you know, friendly, chatty etc. Oh this is the highlight of this story (well one of the many)! She asked 'So you're gonna be an English teacher, right?' 'Yeahh, but not here, in my hometown.' 'Oh, and where is that?' 'Malaysia' 'Oh so you're not from here?! Your English is really good!' 'Errr really but mm thank you <- typical awkward syue dh start buat perangai 'Yeahh. You speak like a native speaker!' Aku malas nk percaya sbb aku rasa dia perli aku je haha tak guna punya Marie but then.. Ini explanation aku for my 'very good' English.

I have actually prepared for whatever topic that my employer's gonna ask, since I was alone and bored in the bus. That explains why I speak like a native speaker (kononnya), because I'm prepared for that. Because I've practiced it in my head (lol). Cuba kalau dalam kelas. The lecturer (especially Sheryll and Christine) asked us random questions to random people. Memang aku tak jawab la wakaka. But then again pernah je aku jawab, tu pun aku dah duk fikir ayat tu lamaaaa, tunggu dia repeat the question again ke apa, baru jawab. Tu pun tak pernah memenuhi citarasa lecturer. Down kot. Malas nk jawab dah. <- Alasan. So umm yeah, anyways, that explains why my English was sooooooooo good yesterday. Not that good but at least better than before, kot. So gv me a chance to perasan jap.

Oh ye, back to Marie. After showing me around her house (which was biiiiig and spacious btw), she invited me to have lunch together! Yay! But wait. What if she serves pork or any kind of meat? She explained that the whole family is vegan, so yeay! We had something that has corn, cheese and green peas in it for lunch. Aku makan la 1 ketul, appreciate kan org dh jemput.

Then she showed me what needed to be done- scrubbing and mopping the floor. Ok don't get me wrong. The floor...... bersih gila babs. Not that it's shiny, but mmm not filthy AT ALL. Biasa je. Padahal in the job description she stated that one has to be fit, has to use some elbow grease la apa jadah to apply for that job. And I thought it's gonna be muddy ke apa. Sekali... Not that bad, really. Not bad at all tbh.

Anyway, then, when I was about to start working, she asked 'Do you need anything more? Like music? I can put on some music while you're working.' Clearly I wasn't prepared at all for that to happen lol so my response was... 'Umm no I'm good, got my earphones. Can I listen to my earphones while I work?' Listen TO EARPHONES? LISTEN TO EARPHONES!!?? Looooooser. So mm she said yeah sure blablabla. Told you, Marie ni nice gila sampai aku rasa bersalah sbb asyik tolak je benda dia offer. 

Pastu after about an hour or two, those two had a tea break and asked me if I wanna join but of course, aku tgh khusyuk buat kerja kan, so I said no thanks. But then she insisted on making a drink for me so I asked for tea. Layan je la. And she offered some kind of home-made muesli which was N I C E :D She later asked nak tambah tak that muesli, and dgn penuh gedik I replied 'Can I?' Padahal dalam hati, apesal tak hidang sepinggan terusss! Bengong Marie.

Oh, around 4 Nana texted me saying that the last bus is at 6.15pm, aku dah gelabah sbb hallway dia x bersihkan lagi. So I told her that, and guess what? She helped me scrubbing and cleaning the floor from the other end of the hallway. Kira she helped me to clean, so that I'll finish the job earlier and I won't miss the bus. Oh baiknya, aku rasa nak nangis time tu (not really) But when we've both finished scrubbing and mopping, tau aku cakap apa? 'Gahh I'm sorry I'm a bit late doing the cleaning.' She stopped doing whatever she's doing kot when she heard me said that. Aku macam the heck? What did I say? Then she replied 'Oh no you did great! I had no problem with that! Blablablabalba' Lepas tu baru aku perasan it should be 'I'm a bit SLOW not LATE .................................. T_____T

And yeah. I was planning to say 'Feel free to call me if you need any help' with an extra smiley face, but heyyy, she beat me to it and said that she'll contact me if she has anymore project after this, if that's okay with me. Oh thank you Marie, I'd be thrilled to work with you again :) 

Fuuu, that was long. I rarely write a post that long, so embrace it okay. Lol~

#57 Wordful Thursday

Ibu, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for not telling you directly. I was planning to. Tapi, takut hahahaha. Love you, bye! *ready nak kena lecture* Oh, that'd be my second job actually. My first job was? Traffic surveyor! Best!! Ahhh. Bye nak menyorok from my mom. 

#56 Bay zay

Aku busy. Tapi dalam busy-busy tu, aku tak pernah lupa berangan (?), or bahasa orang putih, daydream. Dalam lecture, khusyuk dengar lecturer ajar, tiba-tiba air mata menitik. Okay tipu. Tapi ape yg buat aku geram, time aku daydream la org sebelah tanya 'what did the lecturer say?' Time aku tgh concentrate tak pernah plak kau tanya kan? Aih.

Btw had a dream last night. Aku rasa dah lama aku tak mimpi yg aku boleh recall the next day. Ah..

Okay la. Nak sambung study. Next week assignment bertimbun nak kena hantar temah hoiii

#53 Somebody that I used to know (better) .

Funny how one moment you're laughing your heart out and the next moment you found yourself crying for no apparent reason. No, scratch that. You know exactly why you cried - you're a helpless coward and you just let the sadness bottle up inside you and suffocate yourself.  

What I'm trying to say is, it's not always sunny and warm in one's soul. Sometimes the wind's so strong the soul can't bear. That, is what we call life. Ain't no sunshine without rain, kannn ~

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And that was from hmm about three or four days ago. Memang blergh. Right now, hati aku macam dah tawar. Lantak kau la perempuan. Malas nak baik sangat dgn kau.

"The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naïve forgive & forget; the wise forgive but don't forget"

I'm stupid. Affirmative. 

#49 Bahaha

And oh, you know what's epic? When Bella suddenly woke up (tell ya, she was too busy 'studying') and she said 'Bosan gila!' I was like 'Errr but you were sleeping. How is sleeping boring?' Weird Bella is weird. Hmmmm.

#47 Hey I heard you were a fcked up one

I've been thinking a lot lately. Why did this happen? What's the REAL story? How could she do that to her own friend(s)? What were they thinking when they did that? What made them do that? Why do people treat her like that? What makes her think it's okay to treat people like that? Those, and oh, the what ifs as well. What if she didn't do what people thought she did? What if there's someone behind all this mess? And most importantly, what if I were one of them, which side will I choose, and why? Will a be able to make things better? To make peace instead of fight? To save the drama and act more mature? 

But being an outsider, I can't help much. You don't go to someone you barely talk to and spill some tips and advice on how to handle this and that, no? So let's just say that I'm no good either in this case. Damn it I wish I could be more of help to them, to her, to everyone.  (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )

Eh tapi aku takde la sampai tak boleh makan tak boleh tidur bagai fikir pasal my uselessness when it comes to helping people ke. No no. Tak boleh tolong dah la, buat apa serabu-serabut. Ignorant nye. W H A T E V E R. Hewhewhew. Oh btw, been fasting for 3 consecutive days. Not that hard pun puasa time summer. Breaking the fast at 8 pm? Not a problem, alhamdulillah & insyaAllah. :)

#45 Lego House

Was planning to post some random pictures but the internet connection at my house isn't that good when it comes to uploading photos to blogspot. So I went to the uni to hmmm download some stuff and well, as I expected, I got distracted. Pity you blog, I leave you when I got company, and find you when I'm lonely. Sorry.

Here's to make things up. I'm officially an Ed Sheeran Fan! (And Rupert Grin too? :p) Yay! :D

#44 This type of life didn’t come with instructions

I'm always hungry. Hungry for books. It surprises me just how greedy I am when it comes to reading book (and other stuff too, actually, but let's just skip that right now). I used to abandon my novels back then. Those days it took me a month at the very least to finish reading any book I've started. Now? Not anymore!! Okay macam iklan produk apa kan haha gila. Right now I'm halfway through Picture Perfect by Jodi Picoult. And I have 2 books - Pictures of Lily & What's Yours Is Mine, which I brought from Malaysia to be read. Yesterday I went to the library to, well, borrow some books, and I managed to bring home another 4 books. And today, I went to two bookstores to .... YES, to search for and buy books. But no, I don't buy books straight away. I'll go back and hmmm do some 'research' online about those books. So, I've got my eyes on certain books, namely Me Before You, Save Me, and Don't Let Me Go. If you happen to come across any of these books, please pretty please? *pappeh eyes* Especially those with that RM200 voucher OMG I'm freaking jealous with you guys!

So why the sudden update about err, again, books? Because I'm flacking trying to update my blog with anything random, gdi. Please, at least appreciate my effort. Takyah ah condemn cakap aku show off ke apa. Aku ni syue yg serba kekurangan. Takde benda nak di-show off.. Lain la korang.. You guys got everything I don't. Fine bloody fine. Whatever makes you happy.

Okay mula2 normal then suddenly meroyan macam baru lepas beranak. Typical syue.

#40 Anything but ordinary

So. This is yet another lame attempt to keep this blog updated. We'll see how it turns out, okay? Don't expect anything nice. In fact, don't expect anything from me. I'm no one. <- tiba

Hmm, I might've told you this, but ah screw that. I ALMOST MISSED MY FLIGHT. Heeee. If you wish to know the details, come see me, I'll tell you in person. But yeah I freaked out like gila kot when I read the board 'Flight tet tet > Final call'. Long story short, I was still running towards and SEARCHING FOR the gate which seemed to be at the other side of the Earth when the announcer announced 'Flight tet tet to Auckland, final call bla bla' Hahahahaha gila I felt like screaming to that freaking announcer 'WHERE THE HELL IS THAT PLANE? BAK DATANG. WHERE ON EARTH IS GATE C26? WHO THE FOOK MADE THAT GATE AT THE END OF THIS DESERTED ISLAND? Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Ok dah, next.

Housemates? Crazy. Haha. I admit that I'm gonna need some time to adapt myself with the new 'environment'. So yeah, cheers to whatever the future may hold! :D

I can't help but to notice that a lot has happened here. And there. I .... have no say in this. Well, I do, as a matter of fact. But I couldn't care less. You're big enough, you don't need my point of view to survive whatever craps you're dealing with, right? Hmm maybe you do, but it's about you, not me, so I can't help much. Kalau susah, boleh cari aku, I'll try to help. Tapi tengok jugak la perangai kau macam mana kan? Perangai longkang, susah la nak bagi 'service' tip-top. I'm no malaikat yang suci walaupun yeah, the innocence is there.

So! Mission accomplished! Should do this more often- you know, talking/writing about random stuff. Yeah righttt.

P/s: Bongok la Blogger + Chrome asyik oh snap oh snap dari tadi. Dah tua pun still tak pandai behave. OUCH